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It's true. All good things come to an end.

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 1:19 PM
I don't know what to do anymore....

I can't kill myself and I can't live with all that pain.

Should I just let depression kill me? I studied my butt off for the math test and got a bad mark after the 92% I got before. I know my aunt and uncle will understand..but I studied so hard...
And I don't care about Kyle anymore. He is weird and hangs out with grade 9 bitches. He is not my type, I was wrong...
There is this cute Asian. His locker is infront of my homeroom and he is sooo kawaii. He looks at me a lot.. But I only saw him in school today, he didn't bus today or yesterday which is making more depressed....
He took the bus on Tuesday and I was beside him andddd he lives near me...
I don't think he takes the bus regularly though.
I miss my best friend so much.. I really am upset and depressed and suicidal...
My life is always miserable just like that. I wish I was never born and listening to All The Best Cowboys Have Daddy Issues kills me because of how true it is.
I can only cry to myself... So the load is never off my back.. I have no one to cry and feel free with..
Just give me a reason why is life treating me so bad like this?
I'm stressed and I want to die. Pain is so much to tolerate. I'm sick of being called strong when no one knows how weak I am..
I hate it when everyone calls me smiley face because I smile and laugh a lot when I cry the nights everyday...
But yeah, Isn't that what you wanted, life?!
You know I don't believe in you Karma! What have I done to deserve all this pain? So if Karma exists this wouldn't have happened. Unless Karma is not fair that is..

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: AllTheBestCowboysHaveDaddyIssues by Senses Fail
  • Reading: Tsubasa Chronicles
  • Watching: Grey's Anatomy
  • Drinking: Apple juice

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Hello there. I'm Sasu or Nourhan.
I'm 15 years old.
Music, Love and Friends are literally my life.
I live in Canada but I'm really Egyptian. Yes, Egyptian. Yes, I've been to the Pyramids a couple of times. Yes, I've been on a boat on the River Nile. I know that's cool. xP
I look younger than I really am.
I'm too mature for my age if you really see me well.
I'm a child at heart.
If I love someone, I really love them. And I've been hurt a lot because of that.
I'm fun to be around when I'm happy, I could make your world shine oh so bright.
When I'm sad, you'd wanna hug me.
I write poems and sometimes take pictures.
Check my gallery sometime, if ya want.
<3

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: Swimming-Reading-Surfing Internet-Meeting New People.
  • Favourite movie: Aquamarine/Spirited Away.
  • Favourite band or musician: Rise Against.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative/Gothic/Christian/Punk/Japanese.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Suzanna Brockmann.
  • Favourite photographer: Myself.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anime Girls.
  • Skin of choice: Anything.
  • Favourite game: Tales of Phantasia.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mathew.
  • Personal Quote: Love hurts. But there must be a reason why everyone wants it so much.

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:icongoodhopegirl:
~goodhopegirl May 20, 2009, 8:16:56 AM
Thank ya for the fave.

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-And when I try not to cry-
~I laugh hysterically.~
:iconsasuness:
~Sasuness May 20, 2009, 8:20:12 AM
No problem, I like your photography! ^^;

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I'm not the one you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain,
And do your best to forget my name.
:iconnikoxnarcotic:
~NikoxNarcotic May 10, 2009, 12:20:08 PM
Sasu, you're not allowed to put things on dA that you didn't make/take yourself. So all those msn icons and manga scans are breaking the rules. ]:

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Live Is For The Alive, My Dear.
:iconsasuness:
~Sasuness May 10, 2009, 1:02:29 PM
I should delete them ? D:

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I'm not the one you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain,
And do your best to forget my name.
:iconnikoxnarcotic:
~NikoxNarcotic May 10, 2009, 4:56:50 PM
Yeah.

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Live Is For The Alive, My Dear.
:iconsasuness:
~Sasuness May 10, 2009, 4:58:46 PM
I deleted them. .__.
But I feel safe XD

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I'm not the one you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain,
And do your best to forget my name.
:iconsasuness:
~Sasuness May 10, 2009, 9:41:19 AM
*falls and huggles* :3

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I'm not the one you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain,
And do your best to forget my name.
:iconmarinka-ko-shikara:
Mood: Love ~marinka-ko-shikara Apr 8, 2009, 10:17:06 AM
*glomp* MY sasuness RAWR! X3

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~farquart is my mom :3
~Rikus-last-Hope is my sis X3
~TehJadeCurtiss is mah bro <3
~RavenCub is my girlfriend :3
~doom-kitteh-doom is my eminessx3
~monsters-gah is my arty X3
~Sasuness is my sasuness>3
be nice please^^
:iconsasuness:
~Sasuness May 10, 2009, 11:43:56 AM
*falls and huggles* :3

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I'm not the one you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain,
And do your best to forget my name.
:iconmarinka-ko-shikara:
~marinka-ko-shikara May 10, 2009, 3:53:47 PM
X3 *hugs back*

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~farquart is my mom :3
~Rikus-last-Hope is my sis X3
~TehJadeCurtiss is mah bro <3
~RavenCub is my girlfriend :3
~doom-kitteh-doom is my eminessx3
~monsters-gah is my arty X3
~Sasuness is my sasuness>3
be nice please^^
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